independence day for me!

i feel free!! independent! i mustered up the courage, and did something i thought i would never do. it may not sound like a big deal to YOU, but it was huuuge for me.

i cancelled and deleted the email acct that i had set up just for 'old friend'. everytime i logged in and saw big fat zero's staring at me from my inbox, it made me feel like i was a zero. a nothing. well not no 'mo! i am free! i anxiously await the day...who knows when...i do have a bday coming up....when he tries to contact me via our special email acct. i will be gone! i will have the last laugh. now, HE is the big fat zero!

MY independence coincided with the holiday beautifully. i spent lots of time in my garden....playing in the dirt. [getting grounded!?] i finally made my rock garden too. i am physically exhausted, and my muscles ache. but my head? my heart? i feel cleansed, inspired and rejuvinated.

onward 'ho!