...and the bad news

even tho i am on
Temodar (my chemo drug)
that was supposed
to keep my platelets
within the normal range
it is not the
silver lining
i had hoped it would be
normal range: 150,000-400,000.
yesterday i was
875,000.
its been inching up
and this is my chemo week too,
a time when it should be low

dagnabbit!