i'm aliiiive....and its HNT!

i'm alive and kicking!!

...and seizure-free! whoo hoo!

happy half-nekkid thursday one and all~

its been a tough week for sure. i am trying to keep an upbeat, positive attitude. tomorrow is my big doctor appt. we shall see what that visit will bring. hubby and i will take all my tests, MRI's, CAT scans, et al with us for analysis. then i want to put all this c-r-a-p behind us! its depressing. i want to get on with the rest of my life.

i'm starting to get horny again....thats certainly a good sign....but for whom? hubby will be pleased, but i fear that i will once again slide back into that miserable place where my needs will remain un-met. so much of my body is numb right now, that i wonder how much sensation i will actually feel...? perhaps i had better attempt it alone, before i proceed with hubby. i shall be sure to keep you posted.

life goes on....