girls nite tonite!

its girls-nite-in!! (at a neighbors) it should get rowdy. whoo hoo. i hope i am able to hang in. i did get the INF shot last nite, but i think i feel well enough to go out and par-taaay!

i am so relieved as i have absolutely n-o-t-h-i-n-g to say to my husband. i am all talked out. no animosity. just nada.

i find that my mind is here and elsewhere. my creative juices are just flowing. (i guess thats one way to put it.)

people ask what i do with my days....how do i spend my time? how do i tell them that am able to pass the time so effortlessly? that its easy to let the time fly by here in cyberworld. its harder -out there- in the real world. i find that i am stifled by the restrictions i face, and limitations placed on me. trapped, like a caged animal.

thats ok tho. i have lived life fully. maybe now its time to rest and recover.