i asked THE question

"how much longer?"

3-4yrs.

she said to me, you are one tough cookie. you've had your share of knocks. if anyone can beat it, it will be YOU, and if you want the truth, ask your oncologist....


WHOA.


deardaughter: 15-16yrs old?!?!
how is that possible? NOT thru high school? what do you mean?
the ramifications are overwhelming.

it's so much like that TV show that deardaughter and i used to watch. Providence. the mom. she was dead too.

i can barely breathe.


ooow! want some good news?
i'll be in a coma
easy choice!